Sunday, March 28, 2010

Was today really necessary?

I was so excited, I thought today would be just as great as yesterday but like usual, I was wrong. Woke up in the morning, messed with my hair, and said to myself, "Today will be a fantastic day." Little did I know that nothing eventful would actually happen. I'd only talk to basically one friend, yawn a lot, and have a headache. Where does that spell out fantastic? This is why I find myself asking "Was today really even necessary?"

Onto maybe a more interesting topic, I'd love to share with you about what went down yesterday. I woke up super early and got ready because that lovely lady Jandy was coming over. We had a good time, spent awhile on Blogtv with another of my best friends, Courtney, and got to dance to the cupid shuffle. Her brother also helped dance and bring in viewers. Boy has he grown up. During that time, another of my best friends Kyle was instant messaging us. I offered him like a third of a plain doughnut but ended up giving it to my dog for I could not send it to England, obviously.

Jandy and I got to go on a walk and once ending up at our destination we realized we weren't dressed properly. The sun was out and we needed a whole summer look because it rarely is warm in Washington. So we walked home and changed completely but once stepping foot outside again, we both agreed we were too cold. Not wanting to change yet again, we just kept our outfits and went anyway. She ended up spinning me on the tire swing for nearly a hour while I sang to her and we got chased out of an area we were lying in by a bee. That evil flying thing of death ended up chasing us back up to the park. 

When we got home I taught her how to make a pizza and we pretty much failed at that and ended up eating only a piece each and decided to cam with Kyle. He showed us a bunch of his masks, and freaked Jandy out a lot. She swore she was going to have nightmares. When it was time for her to go change, I was stalling her and Kyle and I pretty much ended up making her late for her mom to pick her up. When going to help her with the phone, I walked in on her on the toilet and we both screamed. I sat back at the computer traumatized and she screamed to me, "You're cool Sam, you're cool." After a long goodbye, she finally left and I kind of just sat there at the computer, listening to The Script, and looking at Kyle's floor because he decided his floor was a better view than himself. We talked for awhile and then he needed sleep so he left. I went to bed after helping farm my friend farm on Farmville and was totally excited for today. Told myself over and over it would be awesome, but it was just boring...

But what can you do?
Maybe tomorrow will be better.

Friday, March 26, 2010


Isn't it a beautiful process? Taking the shattered and broken pieces of either your brain, heart, soul, or whatever was abused and piecing it together again. You can do that with or without someone, or with some other substance like the monster. I wouldn't choose the monster however, for he will stab you in the back and bring you down harder, crumbling the pieces that remain till they're dust and you are nothing. But the beauty in the healing is that you're fixing the pieces that somebody else created, but without them. You get to rebuild it all and feel as if you are one once again. No more crying, no more dying, no more tearing yourself
apart. Tears and violence are saved for the next going, but for this moment in time you feel great yet again...

I am one of those who help heal
I, myself, am starting the healing process,
and I feel so much better.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

A Quick Update/ Let's Meet The Friends! :D

Ello! It has come to my attention that I entirely suck at this thing people like to call blogging. Just want to do a quick update. My Humanities class was doing this project. Our subject is about people being labeled a sex offender for having a consensual relationship with someone under-aged (like a 14 year old and a 18 year old). We are not saying it's a good decision but teens being with older people, whether having sex or not, is a big part of our times now a days and we were trying to come up with a compromise for the "sex offenders" and for law people. Our alternative policy was for the person to serve there time/register for the 10 years, be a modeled citizen for two years after [meaning not breaking the law], and then being able to petition the court to have this offense expunged from their record and just being on their sealed record, which is like having it not exist. The article, well, it doesn't really tell the story very well but once I get our website up about it for my class, I will definitely link it here. In May sometime we have the State Competition which I am so totally stoked about. Going to be fantastic, going to be in Olympia, the capitol, and be in the capitol building...What can I say, it's going to be great.

Anyway moving on, [blimey, that wasn't really a quick update, was it?], I have noticed that I talk about my friends a lot in my blogs, or will, so I'd like to introduce a few of them to you so you can have a better inkling on whom I speak of.

                                                    First up, Jandy AKA Jonddy-Zonnie:
She is one of the greatest gals you will ever meet. Super cute, super fun, super everything! We met on a day when both of us were at our worst and were completely torn apart. Together, we have proven we can face anything, big or small. I love her more than anyone. She is the sunshine in my life, my everything. I guess that's just what best friends are.

     Second Up, Valerie AKA One Crazy Mofo:
I love this chicka oh so much. She would be the lovely on the left in that picture. When we are together, she is the greatest un-biological little sister anyone could ever ask for. We've had great times from rolling down her cement driveway to singing the Pokemon theme song at the park. I don't know how my life would be without her... Oh wait- depressing and boring...Boo to that!

Third Up, Anela AKA Vanilla Anela:
She's the beautiful one on the right side of this picture. This was us on twin day, which was, by the way, totally fun! Anywho,  I've only known her since the beginning of the year, but from what I've gotten to know, I'd have to say is great. She is hilarious, kind-hearted, down to earth, strong, and the list just goes on and on. She is one of my best friends as well, but I hope we can get closer than we are already.

Well considering there aren't really many others I would like to put in here yet, we'll stick with those three awesome people. Hopefully I'll get to do some more blogging soon.

Samantha AKA UK Lover Trappen In America.