Sunday, May 23, 2010

My Future: Happy With a Chance of Rain.

"Don’t unplug me
or just shut me down
Please just love me
with your steel heart
I’d reboot you
If you’d look at me
With those cold eyes
One more time"
Don't Unplug Me

Such a good song, if I do say so myself. Anyway, onto other business. I've come to the conclusion that if you want to escape the drama, you need to stop talking about the drama. Get a hobby, a life, have some fun. Too bad I'm lacking in the hobby and life area, but I know how to have fun. I may not get to go out and do it too often, but I know how to. For now I'm stuck day dreaming of my future, the one I keep forgetting about to deal with everything that's going on now.  

Now you're probably wondering, "What dream do you have Sam?" or you may not be wondering that at all and are actually thinking about lunch. Well, since I can't help with lunch, I'll just assume you care about thought number one. First part of this little dream of mine is to finish high school. Wow, finish high school, how highly standard. Well I'm only saying that because I can't wait till my summer before college, when I want to go visit England, Wales, Scotland, and Ireland.

Then after I finish college I'll go into whatever profession I have decided. I haven't really picked exactly what I want to do but I have a few things in mind. Either I can work my butt off for money to then transfer to England or I will stumble across the love of my life that just happens to live in England. Who knows, I'm not going to be picky with where the path takes me. As long as I'm happy, marry a wonderful man, and live in England, I'll be incredibly content.

I should probably talk about the dream man a little bit too huh? Well I don't ask for much. I don't want the average stud that almost every girl is looking for. I'm just looking for the man that has a great sense of humor, kind heart, intellectual brain, and a nature that wouldn't hurt a fly. A nerd would be fabulous. I guess you'd care about the outer looks too, huh? As long as he's just the nerdy cute with muscles I'll be happy. I guess what matters most is that we fit each other like gloves and that we will be the best possible parents we can be. That's all we can really ask for.

So that's my dream, my goal in life. What can I say, it isn't that fabulous, but it is for me. All I could ask for is a happy life, and I can't think of any other way to spend it than with a lovely husband, family, and setting. I may be too young to even worry about any of this, but it's the only thing that keeps me going.
So here's to the future, the present, and the past.
May it all turn out to be what you wished for and more. ♥